| I think I finally found love. His name is Bradford Allen Farley. I dont' think you can even begin to understand how much I love him. It's crazy. I know I haven't written in a while....a long while. But this guy has seriously turned me upside down he's challenged everything I knew...everything I had tried to protect myself against...but he makes me feel safe and loved. He's 20 and I love him so much. I'm talkin to him on the phone I'll get yall back later...talk to you soon...byes. |
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| so I'm about to pop back up to Illinois...gonna stay with my gramma....a lil nervous about seening my mom but all is well that ends well I'm hoping...alright pcz then. |
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| Hey people. OMG! I feel a lot better...a lot less drama here all the time. There are a lot of people I can relate to here. BUT...I'm im AP Calc next year and they have me doing a summer assignment!!! SHOULDN'T THAT BE ILLEGAL????????? PCZ |
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| well, I'm now in Tennessee....workin good so far....hoping for a whole new start....trying to figure out what's wrong with me and looking for ways to make it better and get rid of all this baggage. PCZ all. |
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| "No one" is Gone: Your's Truly
Crawling acrossed the bathroom floor so afraid.
The spirit dies.
Bent, and twisted, from the inside out,
The broken cries
Torn and screaming from every part of her.
Slipping away from all she's known...
all she's ever known.
In peices she falls as communication fails.
Her lame tongue yearns to speak the words that she needs to tell
Too much is at stake
It's too risky.
The wrong move...an unconsious slip and....
She's gone.
Nothing but meaningless parts makes up her whole...
She's gone.
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